Yukiko090

i don't know wat to do...i think i just lost a really good friend...last night was a bad night and i just want to run away from it all but thats wont help and also it's really cold out side so i don't want to go out there now...lol... back to skool tomarrow...blah, i don't want to go back...but yet i do because i want to see all my friends and stuff...*sigh*

omg, i can't belive it's almost Christmas!!! I'm excited but not like i used to be when i was younger...wow, im making it sound like im a million years old (which i am not...lol) but any way, i got all my shopping done and im soo happy and giddy... Well a Happy Holidays to Every One!!!!

I don't know...today was weird...i really wanted to talk to someone because of a dream i had. A guy who i could not reconize but i some how knew who he was... Well he was talking to me and he was sweet and kind. He made me feel special. But then he started acting like a jurk and i got pissed. I said bad things and we didn't talk for a couple days. And that was the end. It made me think of something that happened a while ago. So any way, today was really weird and thats all i was thinking about...lol